Shelter - Aishah Kazman

As every beat of sound travel through the sphere of my tangled earphones

vibrating nervous vibe to every inch of my skin
Carrying emotions through my veins 

to which my brain could not process

Longing
Missing
Regret
Rindu
Sadness
Longing

I don't know how exactly should I put it into words

I'm trying not to be affected by the words of this song and yet, it lingers

bringing a little bit of your presence with every step i make

imagining your stare burn right through me

 haunting me with the guilt that i have 

' you are the sun in my sky '

' and I'll be there when you fall '

' I'll be your shelter '

Lies lies lies
Promises being said, but in the end
My foolish self destroyed every hope in your heart
How heartless of me
Not even our pinky promise
Could ever turn back time
Or even change my mind

Sorry would never change a thing

I will not cry to this song
No matter how painful my heart feels