If someone ever to ask me
What love feels like
I guess that need a moment to answer
Allow me to take a moment
And close my eyes for two
Because everything I knew so well
For the past five years
Has become a strange memory
It's like remembering that you visited the zoo when you're five
But you forgot the colour of your overalls
Or the flavour of ice cream you had chosen
It's like remembering the countless nights you've spent together
Talking on skype for five hours and another hour texting before bed
But you forgot what secrets you shared
Or the first emoticon he sent with hearts on it
It's like remembering that you had late night picnic
With an overpriced sandwich and a carton of orange juice
Sitting next to each other in KLCC park
But you forgot what made you laugh
Or the jokes that he made
It's like remembering sitting in the car
In an empty parking lot somewhere in Bangsar
And you're almost crying and he slammed the steering wheel with anger
But you forgot what you were fighting for in the first place
It's there,
But the little details of it are gone
Maybe I still have all that memory in my head
Somewhere hidden beneath all the ego and anger
Maybe I have deleted everything
With a single click
And maybe what we have worked on
For the past five years
Are now a distant memory
Smiling pictures in our memory card
Endless conversations from our whatsapp history
And countless dried rose petals between the pages of my favorite book
Maybe I want to end this all along
Maybe you wanted this
Either way, we have come to the end
Five years is not a short time
Either it is a long time
For you to meet someone
And have your life to change forever
It has been a grear journey together
But it's time for us to take separate ways now
Arriverderci.
